Archive for October, 2005

I believe that…

Monday, October 3rd, 2005

Life is too precious to hold on to when u can’t make use of it.
Sexual attraction is as much an essential component in a long-term relationship as any other component.
God, is not a constant thing… it’s a changing, evolving, metamorphosis power… or else where’s the genius in it!
It’s not 100% proven that God actually exists.
Unique ppl, Unique cases, are the pioneer of change in a society.
Pink Floyd’s definitley the greatest rock band of all time.
Pink Floyd’s “Hey You” is the greatest song of all time..
It’s far more a sick world, than anyone could imagine.
It’s far more worth fighting for, than anyone could bear.
Love is eventually just a couple of chemical equations.
even though, Love would still be a magical feeling.
Death penalty is never justified.
Innovation is the mainstream of the 21st century businesses.
the very deep secrets of life may have been uncovered a long time ago, we just need to realize that we discovered it.

all these beliefs are just illusions. while the only-lasting truth is still doubt…

Damascus, Not always so nice!

Sunday, October 2nd, 2005

I don’t like you, at least not at the moment! Definitely not at the moment..
2 days of screw ups, and mass punishment… [I'm the masses here!!]

Saturday, a very young and spirited boy arrives at the pullman stop in damas, and leaves without the least notice of how dirty and repulsive this area is… the high spirit has got to have sth to do with it…
Saturday afternoon, a personal catastrophe, that I’m definitely not discussing here!
the only upside, was hanging out with a brilliant band of losers, with 2 brilliant guitarists playing “7ewar al-seesan – Dialogue of Chicks” in some park in Qassa3… no matter how screwed ur gig is/was, u guys count for sth… [but maybe not together!!!]

Sunday, woke up into yet another personal disaster, and who says that once in a lifetime can’t happen twice…
then, a Syrian Bloggers meetup, I know it’s just me, but I expected to have a lot more fun meetup, my well-fucked 2 days had that magical effect, and the closed cafe atmosphere, the whole choice of place in the middle of Mezzeh Highway!!!… I donno.. I only talked with Zena, Ihsan and Amr… the rest looked sooo freakishly far away, and busy with their own conversations… The 2nd half of the meetup was soo much better, we actually got into conversations… but it was like I was through with this city and was determined not to have fun!! after the meetup, I was certainly not in the mood for a rock concert… headed home
All this ends, in a rather caricatural way for the reader, but very painful for ME!!! I go to the same travel agency I’ve been travelling with for years, and it’s 10:10pm, the next bus is 11:30!!, Allah 3ama 3ala 2alby and I bought a ticket, naturally strolling through what I discovered to be the most repulsive area of all time, I hear someone calling on Latakia 10:30… at this moment, I remember that there’s actually OTHER companies who have buses to Latakia, I go back to cancel my ticket, they refuse, we get into a “Dialogue”, after a couple of shouts, they cancel, I go to buy one at the 10:30, and they’re sold out… 2mins, and they’re sold out… the next bus at ALL the other companies is 12pm… I go back with my tail between my legs to get my 11:30 ticket back… a brilliant final touch by Mr. Gee Oooh Dee!

Now, I’m sitting here, I’m tired, I’m bruised, I’ve survived 2 emotional crash downs, sitting in my small room, in this small flat [which is, if anybody's still wondering "My Stupid Corner"], in this peacful, white and sooo very much asleep city of Latakia…
I’m thankful for everyone who got me through those 2 days alive… Alaa and his rock band [I'm sorry, I couldn't see u guys on "Stage"], syrian bloggers and especially Zena, Ihsan and Amr… the uplifting call from my mom [who actually discovered later that night that she hasn't forgotten her wedding ring back home]…

I should seriously get some sleep now…