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I wanted to write a post, but i realized that again, I can’t…
I’m sad…
I wanna look forward and say that someday I will be able to give someone a childhood that’s been stripped away, that someday I will get mine as well… but for now, I’m just sad.
May 27th, 2006 at 5:19 am
mmm… u think you could?
….
May.a
May 27th, 2006 at 5:27 am
yes, i think i can.
May 27th, 2006 at 5:31 am
don’t be sad thnk of happy things, i realy don’t knwo what to say just take it easy.
Tso
May 27th, 2006 at 9:38 am
what’s up ya man take it eaaaaasyyyyyyy yaaaaaaa tiiiiiiiiiiziiiiiiiiiiiiiii
May 27th, 2006 at 10:53 am
If you wanna look forward for that someday, then go ahead…. This is how it always starts…..
Don’t be sad! Sadness is a feeling that holds us back from progressing. It’s easier to be sad than to be determined! Don’t take the easy choice!
and…don’t say look who is talking ;)!
Cheer up!
May 28th, 2006 at 1:27 am
keefak yaz>?
hope you’re doing okay :(
at least better than this (signals & systems) subjecy that I have on 31st..lek come on…see the bright side hun…
wish you the best..and miss ya
Lujain
May 28th, 2006 at 2:26 am
yeahhhhhh the sun is yellow mama brings me chocolat , i love disney land , i love BIG lolipops , it is perfectly OKAY to be 100000000000000 miles away from the per u love , the “Bled”: country ya3ni.. is FINE , flowers are evey were , Humans are just so kind and cool , and life is just so freakin PERFECT!!!
cummon ppl : think of happy thoughts????
take it easy????
And there is no bright side!!!
ihsan u know that if cheerin up was a choice we would!!!
May
May 29th, 2006 at 1:32 am
someone’s shouting at me but i dont know why…. *dives under her table*
Luja
May 29th, 2006 at 1:55 am
Lujain, Lujain, it’s not about u, it’s just that 4-5 comments in a row with “take it easy”.. is a bit too much, u know.. we’re not gummie bears anymore to just “think of happy thoughts” and drink the happy soup and overcome anything… although I LOVED that show when I was a kid, bas I’m sorry, it’s cartoons, brilliant disney cartoons but it’s CARTOONS, u understand what I’m saying right?, I know u all mean good, and I appreciate ur empathy, all of u… but u donno how shit life is at this moment, and the tip of the iceberg is someone telling u to think happy thoughts when ur freaking torn out every freaking moment of every single day, u know. I dont mean to make this dramatic, it’s normal, it’s just life, normal shit of life, I know, but “taking it easy” THAT’S WHAT’S NOT NORMAL. I can not put a deaf ear to everything around me and just go like, yeah life’s a beautiful thing. right now it is not.
It’s everything, it’s not just study, it’s not just distance, no friends, no language, no nothing, it’s not just frustration.. I mean how the HELL can u think happy thoughts when U are in the middle of a bomb waiting to blow off. I’m not watching news everyday, but the things I read, are horrifying lujain, and the weird thing is, nobody seems to actually notice or give a damn…
mad men are leading my country to complete infero, how the hell am i supposed to think of the green and blue??? No, let me be depressed for a while, it’s the best thing I can do right now. at least someone might notice whats happeneing through my depression… cuz nothing else seems to actually work.
I’m saying this because I know enny “bmoon”…
I’m sorry people that I cant think of happy thoughts. there’s not a single happy thing going on right now, not here, and definitley not back in syria. neither egypt anyways.
May 29th, 2006 at 4:44 pm
okay that IS true Yaz..bas we’ve been depressed for ages..and this did nothing..i mean liek usual..NO change…you may say that if we kept on saying htat we wont change a thing then nothing will ever change and that can be true….bass since am 19…and i’ve lived those 19 years in the danb SAME circumestances then sadly i have no hope for a change…and that led me to the “silly” way of living maybe? I wouldnt care much about what’s goin on cuz it’s all the same…
i dunno if i made sense…it’s just that..
Lujain
May 29th, 2006 at 10:23 pm
Hodou2 nesbi!! I love this album
May 30th, 2006 at 5:15 pm
Thinking positively in the absence of positivity is your only way out of that condition…..
;)